You're going to have a hard time getting validation on things like that in
this forum. Unless Hermit's busy on the bbs.
:)
Personally, I think you're not _too_ far off - but it takes some serious
dedication and personal growth to even glimpse what's available to us - and
drugs are cheating. Perhaps the drugs can give you a taste of what real
work will bring but you can't pick the lock on heaven's door...
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